This is my RAGE... This is my LOVE...

New Live Journal

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 21:52:51 GMT

add it, you know you want to

One more thing...

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 19:55:26 GMT

Katy and Katie, I'm redoing GPC's site, and I'm gonna give you each your own bio page, so either IM me, e-mail me,or post a comment to this telling me what you want on your page. It might help to go look at Shane's, Adam's and mine first... Thanks.

Blarg....

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 19:29:31 GMT

I think I might make a new live-journal... Cause this one depresses me when I go back and read shit... Ugh.... So once I think of a good name, I'm gonna make a new one....

UGH!

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 03:30:40 GMT

FUCK THIS! I HATE EVERYTHING! So I'm not good enough to be on your friends list eh? I don't need any of this shit... I really don't, I'm willing to be your friend, but you need to quit pushing me away. How many times to I have to tell you I'm sorry before you actually believe it? Next I find you've taken me off your friends list. This whole thing sucks. You won't even take the time to hear me out. I am so sick of everything. Get over this. Get over yourself. I've done all I can about this, so I'm just gonna stop fucking caring until you want to talk me. Why the hell am I writing this? It isn't like you are gonna read this anyway. I'm just talking to myself again, like I normally do. I can't believe this has happened. I really don't want to lose such a good friend. I don't know... Fuck this all... High School sucks.

Kick Ass

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 23:52:43 GMT

My mom and I went to Yellow Springs today. I love that town so much. We went to Dingleberry's and I bought two cd's. Then we went and ate pizza. And while we were eating my mom and I talked about possibly moving to Yellow Springs sometime next year. I'm freaking out. If I lived in Yellow Springs, I would never, ever, be at my house, I would walk around downtown all day... Oh I fit in so well there. If we move there, I wanna work at Dingleberry's. That would be so fucking rad... Man, I really hope I end up living there... *Fingers Crossed* Later homes.

I'm home... oops

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 15:35:03 GMT

I should be at school right now... But I'm not.... big surprise..

Update Numba 3

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 01:23:45 GMT

Well, I guess theres a tennis match tommorow, so no band practice.... blarg!

Update Numba 2

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 01:06:41 GMT

I forgot to mention that I have a yahoo messenger now... my name on there is greendazedpunker... woot

Tommorow shall kick the ass....

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 20:17:58 GMT

Today was alright I guess... Pretty boring, but thats normal now... Katie gave me back my Average Joe CD's. Oh how I missed those cd's.... good times... Anyway... We're gonna be playing like 4 new songs tommorow at band practice.... So that should be good... I can't fuckin wait... Tommorow will be a good end to a shitty week... And then I'm going to Yellow Springs with my mom this weekend, so that should kick ass. I haven't done anything with my mom in a really long time, she's always stressed out about Jody... weeeeeeeee, Yellow Springs.... Kick ass times.... I'm gonna continue to really loud music....

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Well now I'm back in the middle of the day that starts it all
I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling
And now these red ones make me fly
And the blue ones make me fall
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling
And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall
Fall on your tongue like pixie dust, Just think happy thoughts.......

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 19:43:09 GMT

So I'm not confused anymore about anything... I'm doing what I can to solve everything from my side, but that can only do so much, I'm just a really big moron, I hope I can be forgiven about all of this. Anyway.... Katie still has my Average Joe cd's and I really want to listen to them right about now! erg! Meh... whatever... I wrote a song called "We Think We're A Ska Band... But We Really Just Suck" it's a minute long and has some pretty kick ass sax solos, so maybe Adam will get online and I can send him the song and then we can play it at practice Friday.... Here are the lyrics :

No Trumpets
No Trombones
Nobody can play those
We got saxes
We think they're cool
Thats what we chose

You might say we're lame
And the ska fad is dead
But we ain't a real ska band
So get it through your head

Ska drums
Ska guitar
Ska lyrics
Wrong horns oh...
Ska drums
Ska guitar
Ska lyrics
Wrong horns yeah...

[Real Awesome Sax Solo]

I think its a pretty bitchin song, but I doubt anyone will agree with me, cause usually when I think something is good, its actually really lame

Today was alright I guess..

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 20:00:23 GMT

I didn't have to go to school today because I had an orthodonist appointment... I'm getting my braces back on soon, so thats cool. After the appointment, me and my mom and my grandpa went out to eat. I had the best pancakes ever.. Kick ass. Then we went to some other places, and I got a shirt, some shorts, and some new headphones... Also kick ass. Well I shall go back to being really fucking confused about everything...

Whatever....

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 02:02:49 GMT

Today has been utterly confusing... I don't even fucking care anymore about anything. People greatly misread my actions. I'm sick of it... The one person I expect to understand me doesn't and refuses to today... All I want is a chance to explain myself... But I doubt I'll get one anytime soon. I'm so sorry I can't be everything everybody wants me to be. Honestly.

Hells Yeah

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 13:23:28 GMT

I'm going to Indiana to see my great-grandparents (a.k.a the best people on the planet) weeeee. It's my great-grandma's 80th birthday. Fuck yeah... I'll write more when I get home.. for now I need to decide what cd's to listen to on the way there.

Today was great...

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 21:00:29 GMT

I told Zack that I didn't care if he dated Katie, because Zack really makes Katie happy, and I want her to be happy. Just the fact that Zack wanted to be sure that I was okay with everything before he asked out Katie made me feel so much better about everything. Band practice was great today, with the exception of the last 10 minutes, but I won't go into that. Anyway.. I feel a lot better today.

Everything Sucks....

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 20:01:58 GMT

Today I woke up. Went to school. Felt tired, out of it, confused, and depressed. Moral of the story : High school sucks.

Hmmm

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 22:28:05 GMT

So Katie and I broke up... I don't really want to go into that... But anyway I bought 3 more cd's and they kick ass... later

Gatorade popsicles would be better if they were covered in chocolate!

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 00:36:23 GMT

Today was cool... I think I'm in love with MCR's first album... I can't stop listening to it... It's brilliant. (Katie you need to hear all the songs about vampires, a.k.a the entire album...) Katie gave me the necklace she made me over spring break. I really like it, only it will take me a little bit to get used to wearing a necklace, I haven't since 7th grade. Weee. I don't have much to write about, so I'm gonna continue listening to MCR until I go to sleep. Peace In.. I mean out....

Oh Peanut Butter Milk.....

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 00:37:56 GMT

I got to see Katie for the first time since she got sick! Yay! She got highlights in her hair and I like it. She invited me to go to her Youth Group. That was fun. We played some kind of tag game.. and I ran out of breath and got a headache.. I'm so out of shape... Katie made fun of me for it, so I made fun of her a lot for a lot of different things, but it was all in good fun! :) lol. Katie makes me really happy even when she is laughing at me... Oh I am so sleepy.... Later homes.

Yesterday...

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 13:44:42 GMT

My mom, my sister, and I went to Best Buy so I could buy a few cds (3 to be exact, My Chemical Romance : I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love; Weezer : Pinkerton; and Box Car Racer : Self-titled). After we went to Best Buy we ate at La Rosa's (best pizza in the world). Then I went to Adam's for band practice. After I got home, I listened to all my new albums, they are all really good, especially MCR. After that, Katie called me and we talked for almost 2 and a half hours. She made me feel so much better about what happened the day before. So that was good :). I'm out.

Wow... I don't update anymore....

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 23:35:49 GMT

I'm gonna plug the new Alkaline Trio album cause I have nothing better to write about... The album is going to be released on May 24th and will be called Crimson

Tracklisting:

1. Time To Waste
2. The Poison
3. Burn
4. Mercy Me
5. Dethbed
6. Settle For Satin
7. Sadie
8. Fall Victim
9. I Was A Prayer
10. Prevent This Tragedy
11. Back To Hell
12. Your Neck
13. Smoke

I can't fucking wait! If Green Day didn't exist, Alkaline Trio would be my favorite band...

Anyway, Katie is still sick... :(, she probably won't be in school until next week apparently... But I'll live, people just need to quit stealing Gumby out of my pocket! >:-[]

I figured I might as well update...

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 23:45:55 GMT

It's been a few days... Katie is still sick :(.. I would be talking to her, but thats a long story that I would rather not go into. Hmm.. I'm halfway through the Da Vinci Code already... I find it hard to put down most of the time... There's nothing else for me to write about now... Later

I should be at school...

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 15:30:42 GMT

I hate being home... but I needed the sleep... I'm really really bored right now... So I think I'll go start reading the Da Vinci Code... Then I'll call Katie :)(who is still sick):(. Blah... Why do I always think its such a good idea to stay home?

Hmmmm...

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 19:28:10 GMT

So today was really boring and lame... Katie wasn't at school today cause she is sick :(.. Poor Katie.. I hope she gets better... Anywho... I have homework to do.. So I think Ima do that... But first I'm gonna listen to a Mitch Hedberg album... RIP MITCH!

Nothing to update about...

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 16:22:02 GMT

So.. Today I slept in! But thats only cause its Daylight Savings Time... The only reason I'm updating this is because I haven't since Thursday.. Nothing really eventful has happened since then... I really don't want to go back to school tommorow... Ima go eat some Peanut Butter Crunch!

It's been a day or two...

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 21:10:03 GMT

Okay...

Tuesday was kick ass. Kristen, Dan, Michael, Ben, Katie and I all went to the mall.. That was fun. Well actually we went to Hobby Lobby first so Katie could get some hemp. Then we went to the Upper Valley Mall... before we parked something funny occured :

Me: (looking at some dude walking to his car) Dan, Hit that guy!
Kristen: I think that guy heard you
Guy in the parking lot: *Looks back and looks like an escaped convict*
Me: *poops in my pants*

At the mall we ran into my bestest friend Ryan.. That was coool... After we got done there we went to Beavercreek.. That was good.. I got a poster and gave Dan a dollar to talk to some chick who was sitting on a bench reading a book.

Wednesday was uneventful and lame...

Today I got bored and the Kwaz was online, so we decided to meet at Indian Valley. We hung out there and talked for a while then decided to go down by my place. Once we got there, she called her mom and we went and got Andre and headed down to Speedway. On the way there we ran into Ryan and forced him to follow us... He followed and then I called Dan and told him to get his ass down there.. He was at tennis so it took him a while...When he did show up he ended up throwing a Jones Soda bottle against the school and then he took a leak in the dumpster... good times.. I also called my girlfriend but that didn't last long cause everybody was yelling and Kwazzy was about to have a fit and Ryan was complaining about his minutes being used up... Good times... Hopefully Ryan is coming over to hang out tonight and then tommorow I'll probably be hanging out with Ryan and Nick...

This is officially my longest entry so I'm going to quit typing now.. Later